Am I still alive?
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That's a matter of some debate in certain circles.
But let me assure you that I am not pushing up the daisies, I am not singing with the choir eternal, and I have not ceased to be.
But I have been away from LJ for a while.
There's a lot behind that, and a few of my last entries before this one might shed light on some of that. Someday, maybe soon, but maybe not, I hope to write some more about that when I can articulate it a bit better.
Another part of it is that I often rely on down time at work to post to LJ, and there just hasn't been a lot of that this semester. I'm hoping to be through with some of the crap hanging over my head within the next week or so though. So that'll be nice. Then I can return to my usual cushy work schedule.
I want to shout out to some people who are incredibly dear to me, and who have been indispensable lately:
Derek (not on LJ), Ed
irishbeard, Mike
scbearmike, Matthew
vianegativa, Shane
tropicstyle, Bob
aries470, Bob
digibob, Brandon
twilightcub, Robert
bigsabu, Kevin
kebinjoonzu, Gary
biguyfriend, and Greg
bearinatlanta.
I'm sure I'm missing some people, and probably some extremely important ones, who are now crushed by my lack of recognition, but that's just the way I am. I'm always looking so far ahead that I trip over the things that are right in front of me.
I thought I would end with some tacky, shamelessly comment-whoring question like "So... miss me?" but then I decided that would be, well, shameless and tacky.
Then I decided I was completely cool with that.
So... miss me?
But let me assure you that I am not pushing up the daisies, I am not singing with the choir eternal, and I have not ceased to be.
But I have been away from LJ for a while.
There's a lot behind that, and a few of my last entries before this one might shed light on some of that. Someday, maybe soon, but maybe not, I hope to write some more about that when I can articulate it a bit better.
Another part of it is that I often rely on down time at work to post to LJ, and there just hasn't been a lot of that this semester. I'm hoping to be through with some of the crap hanging over my head within the next week or so though. So that'll be nice. Then I can return to my usual cushy work schedule.
I want to shout out to some people who are incredibly dear to me, and who have been indispensable lately:
Derek (not on LJ), Ed
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I'm sure I'm missing some people, and probably some extremely important ones, who are now crushed by my lack of recognition, but that's just the way I am. I'm always looking so far ahead that I trip over the things that are right in front of me.
I thought I would end with some tacky, shamelessly comment-whoring question like "So... miss me?" but then I decided that would be, well, shameless and tacky.
Then I decided I was completely cool with that.
So... miss me?